Sunday, March 18, 2012
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Troubled thought...
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I don't want to always to be one who is watching him from behind, I want to be the one who's always noticed by him...
But it's so hard to even communicate with him, even thru texts.
I know that I shouldn't let my mind run wild with my own fascinations,
but i couldn't help but hope that he has the same feelings.
There are times when I'm really uncertain of what my heart beats for.
My glance just unconsciously shift to him when I saw him in the room,
Thoughts just subconsciously invade, leaving me helplessly broken into pieces.
At times, it hurts so much and yet,
Sometimes, my heart beats steady and calmly as if viewing an art piece,
Just quietly observing...
3/18/2012 04:07:00 PM