Sunday, November 18, 2012
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Crush...
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I knew deep down that it was impossible from the start,
but the feelings that lingers confused me.
My heart beats rapidly when I see you,
and yet at times, it lays silently, just watching.
It was awkward whenever we meet,
I didn't know whether to start a conversation or remain silent.
You knew my feelings but you said nothing.
I should have just ignore it, like what you did,
but I haboured that tiny little hope that it might blossom into something more.
Perhaps I was naive, or perhaps I was stupid,
but I thought you would have done something on that last night.
I was waiting, or perhaps you were also waiting, I don't know.
I only know that I don't want to always be the one approaching you.
I may be bold but it's tiring and I hate it.
I told myself not to regret it, but deep down it hurts.
I guess this is precisely why its impossible,
we're just too different.
Even if there were similarities, I wouldn't have know too.
There were times when I felt really happy messaging you,
did you feel the same?
Already, we're at the end and nothing had happened,
So now, although I don't really want to,
I'm going to let go of the feelings that I held onto for the past one year
And begin afresh just like what's happening in our life.
Although nothing really happened, but I'm saying goodbye.
It's been nice knowing you, even if it was only for a brief moment,
hope you felt the same and was not burdened by my actions.
Sorry and goodbye...
11/18/2012 10:30:00 PM